My Poetry again..A Huge Pain In My Neck
Friday, March 9, 2007, 12:28 AM EST [General]
I have all of my poetry on Myspace. http://blog.myspace.com/raven1746 and I am not sure what to use. They have to be a minimum of 20 lines, and 60 characters per line. There are a few of them there that could work. I want to be able to at least place somewhere in these contests because I want to know if I am good at what I do or not...Thank you to those who have complimented my poetry, you are all wonderful, and I am blessed to have you.I am also dealing with a negative creature in my home. You see, this person isn't a member of this household, yet tries to oust me at every turn...she is a guest of my room mate's, and her jealousy of me is very obvious. She does whatever she wants, and no matter what I tell my room mate-that I don't trust her, nor do I like her or want her here all of the time she will find new ways to irritate me and come over, tomorrow she will be going to the hospital for tests, and I told my room mate that I don't want her here when I come home from work-I will work a double shift tomorrow and the next day plus be in at nine thirty on Sunday morning...I don't want to use my newfound path for bad or evil...and I definately think that in the end, the Threefold Law would end up kicking me in the backside. I keep thinking that Karma is going to nail her nasty ass if she keeps messing with m, let's sit this out and see, I always tell myself. I instantly distrusted and disliked her from the moment I laid eyes on her, and that is not like me. Usually, I get mixed signals about people and try to look at them and get to know them then see if my gut instinct was factual...in this case, it hasn't vanished by her actions or attitude here..I go on cleaning binges after she leaves just to rid the home of that negative vibe that I am getting...if I don't, it stays and brings me down. Those who know me-here, Myspace, Yahoo, at work-know that I never dislike anyone or get bad vibes off of another human being, that I usually sense a kinder soul, but this one is so black it scares me because I feel this way, and want her out of here...my room mate is an insensitive clod of a man who is not respecting my wish to not have her here all of the time and that will change here soon. I have had candles lit all day long just to battle her negativity and black soul...and her foul whore-like stench. I don't know how I did it, but I think I have picked up on her black soul...there's nothing there but pure evil, it's like I may have encountered this evil aura before, but that may not be right.
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Poetry
Thursday, March 8, 2007, 02:57 AM EST [General]
I am thinking about entering my poetry in some contests, just to see if they are good, and to get some feedback through criticism, opinions and comments on them. I am nervous about this because I only put them where people I know and trust will read them...some comment, some don't and that's alright. It is time I spread my faery wings and let the wind blow me any which way it will because I know this will help me grow as a human living on this planet.
One of these contests has a $10,000 first prize. I don't think I could win that, but I could at least try. I researched the site to make sure that it was legitimate, and it is. There aren't any gimmicks, and I don't have to purchase a spot in some poetry book first...lol
I just need to figure out which one(s) I should use and what I can do. I may need to fix and clean up a few of them before putting them out into the world.
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Uniquely Beautiful
Sunday, March 4, 2007, 12:49 AM EST [General]
Uniquely beautiful...
Words to describe a person such as me.
How I love the sound of being this rare thing.
A blue rose with few thorns.
A different breed of flower
One many seek, yet think they
Will never find.
Uniquely beautiful...
Words once spoken of me
And I will always strive to be.
Raven
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I Am A Warrior
Sunday, March 4, 2007, 12:45 AM EST [General]
For some reason, I feel like a warrior these days. I feel like I can accomplish anything, overcome any obstacle...yet, there is still the frightened little faery shackled to the floor, kept grounded by life.
I have yet to tell anyone of the new secrets I am carrying in my soul. It's not for fears of rejection, I know everyone loves me and will accept what I am. I just don't feel like I am confident enough to make it known to many...just some friends who are close to me, or are like me....
Ah well, what does it matter? I am what I am, and I can't change it, nor will I. There's a poem I wrote about myself that describes the way I am, and I plan to post it very soon.
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Dreams
Saturday, March 3, 2007, 02:19 AM EST [General]
Dream so sweetly.
Give over to the fantasy of night.
See the things you desire,
Let them give you hope.
Never let go of those dreams.
Know a sense of the whimsical,
Giggle in the night as they dance.
Push the frightening away into hell.
Embrace the dreams and smile in sleep.
Hold them forever in your memories.
Never fear your dreams.
Love your night time revelations.
Let them take you away to
Run wild in it's rapture.
Enjoy peace as you sleep, it is my greatest wish.
-Raven
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